When I looked back I realized it was what it was

Looking back I could cry tears of sadness

I could weep tears of joy

Looking back relevance to the gift fades

For the joy brought back plants the seed of pain

While the hope for the future leaves you forever anxious and ill at ease

Abandon all hope!

Let willows weep!

Let this be

For this is all that is

And all that will ever be

As past meets its death

 So you shall breath the only breath